Mom and dad, I\’m going to heaven, there are no quarrels there

Mom and Dad, you are quarreling again. I am so scared. Dad, the veins on your forehead are bulging, your eyes are so scary, your voice is so loud, my legs can’t help but shake. I\’m so afraid that you\’ll hit my mother. I\’m afraid that I\’ll never see my mother again. You can just hit me, but don\’t hit your mother, okay? Mom, you don’t look good at all with your hair disheveled. I want to help you fix your hair, but I don’t dare. Every time dad scolded you and walked towards you, my heart was so nervous that I almost burst out of my chest. I only bit my lip desperately to not be so scared. Dad left the house as usual and came to the door with a bang. There was a bang, and my heart felt empty. I felt so uncomfortable that I couldn\’t breathe. Dad, I really want you to open the door and come back, even if you don’t pay attention to anyone. Your presence makes my daughter feel at ease. I stared at the door. The door was motionless, and the only sound in the room was my mother\’s crying. Mom sat on the ground. The ground was so cold that she would get sick. I mustered up the courage to help my mother up. She suddenly opened my hand and yelled at me: \”It\’s all because of you, not you. Why am I still living like this! Woohoo!\” I was so scared. Shaking, he took two steps back, lowering his head desperately, and the back of his hands was burning. It\’s all my fault and my disobedience that made you quarrel. Mom, please stop crying, okay? I hope the back of my hand hurts a little more, a little more, and then it hurts to death. Slowly, my mother\’s crying became smaller and smaller, and finally she stopped crying. My neck was also stiff and painful, but I didn\’t dare to raise my head, and I didn\’t want to. Mom stood up and said gently: \”Are you hungry? Mom will cook noodles for you.\” I nodded. There was a steaming bowl of noodles in front of me, and my mother still loved me. My mother looked at me and said, \”You must be obedient from now on and don\’t let me worry about you, you know?\” I nodded, I must be obedient. Mom said: \”Eat more and finish the noodles.\” I nodded and ate big mouthfuls. I\’m full, but I have to finish the noodles and be obedient. At night, I was leaning on my mother\’s arms, and my mother was watching TV. I don\’t want to watch TV, I just want to lie in my mother\’s arms. My mother turned off the TV and said, \”Yueyue, your dad and I are divorcing. Who do you want to live with?\” My mind went blank, and then my heart felt like needles pricking me. I couldn\’t help sobbing, and then burst into tears. Mom also cried. I don\’t want you to be apart, I want you to be together. I don’t know how long I cried, but I fell asleep. On the way to school in the morning, I met Xiaojun from the class and several classmates. Xiaojun glanced at me and said loudly to the classmate next to him: \”Look, little Yueyue\’s eyes are swollen. She must have cried last night!\” The classmate next to me immediately started to cheer. I quickly lowered my head and ran away. It was really embarrassing. During class, I was in a daze and couldn\’t listen to the class. I kept thinking about when my father would come back and whether they would reconcile. get out of class was over, and I didn’t want to go out. I just wanted to sit and listen to the bursts of laughter from my classmates outside the classroom, and I was a little envious of them. Xiaoqin, who was sitting in front of me, came in and told my deskmate Xiaoxia that Xiaojun was chasing his classmates outside but failed to catch him, and his pants were even scratched with a long cut by a branch. After saying that, the two of them laughed. I burst out laughing, but immediately felt bad about it. My parents are getting divorced, but I should not be so happy. After school, Xiaolin called me from behind. Xiaolin is a good friend of mine, and I went to her house as a guest. Her parents are so kind and enthusiastic. The sweet soup her mother makes is delicious. Her father has a beautiful smile and even does handicrafts with us. Xiaolin said that her parents never quarrel at home, and I envy her so much. Every time I see Xiaolin going out with her parents, they smile so happily. Thinking of this, I felt so uncomfortable that I walked with my head down. Xiaolin said, Yueyue, what\’s wrong with you? I shook my head. I don\’t want to talk, I just want to stay away from Xiaolin. When I reached the fork in the road, I muttered goodbye and hurried home. I could feel her looking at me in surprise from behind. Xiaolin is a nice person, but I just feel that I am not worthy of being friends with her. When I got home, the lights were not turned on, and I could vaguely see a back figure on the sofa. Great, dad is back! It\’s been a whole day, and it feels like a ray of light has come in. I walked over quickly, and my father raised his head and glanced at me with an expressionless face. The white light of the mobile phone shone on his face, which was a bit scary. I stopped, not daring to move forward. Dad paused for a second and then lowered his head to look at his phone. I stood there, feeling awkward. Where is mom? I walked to the bedroom door and saw her sitting on the bed, holding her head in her hands. There was a deathly silence in my house, and I didn\’t know what to do at this point. Mom said I have to be obedient. If I behave well, my parents will feel better, and maybe they can reconcile? What should I do? Let me make noodles for my parents. I only know how to make noodles. The water boiled and it overflowed. What should I do? What should I do? ah! My hand hurts so much, it really hurts! I\’m so useless, the whole back of my hand is burned red, and I\’m sure to get blisters soon, Mom! dad! Come quickly! Mom, please stop scolding me. I just wanted to be good. I accidentally spilled the water. I didn\’t mean it. Dad, stop scolding Mom, stop arguing, it\’s my fault, I\’m so useless, please stop arguing, okay? Why is this happening? Woohoo. There were several big blisters on the back of my hand. Even after applying medicine, the pain was still burning. But I was even more annoyed because my parents were still arguing, very loudly. I closed the door, not wanting to listen or take care of it. But, dad, can you not curse those words? I\’m a girl too! It’s really unbearable! You guys started fighting, and I heard the sound of my mother\’s head hitting the ground, and her moans. Mom, are you okay? I didn\’t want to go out and look, and I didn\’t dare to think about the scene outside. too painful! Why is this so? Why do you have to live and die? You guys argue every day, have you ever thought about how I feel? Maybe it\’s my fault. If I hadn\’t spilled the water, you wouldn\’t be arguing now. It\’s all my fault, I\’m a burden, bringing you down. If I were dead, you wouldn\’t be arguing. The first time I sat by the window, as soon as I bent down or let go, I would fall, and I was freed. But I didn\’t dare. The wind outside was so strong that my feet were so cold and my legs were shaking constantly. Once you grit your teeth and stamp your feet, the pain will disappear. But I couldn\’t let go of my hand, I was afraid. What\’s so scary? The little match seller saw her grandmother before she died. Why didn\’t she dare? I heard my father scolding those words again, damn, bye! I see the ground facing meRushing over, the wind whistled in my ears. I\’m a little scared, but I\’m not scared anymore because it\’s almost over. I saw a beam of light, my mother brought sweet soup with a smile, and my father and I used paper to make boats together. Mom and Dad, I love you! Explanation: Recently, a couple in Chongqing had a quarrel over their children’s education and it escalated into a physical conflict. Their 9-year-old daughter quietly committed suicide by jumping off the building in her bedroom. It is understood that the couple usually have a bad relationship and often quarrel. This article is based on real events, and the relevant details are literary creations and do not represent the truth of the events.